hanging from a tree

hope

is 

no good

for me 

to feel 

or to have

in anything i really want

if i want something

i have to not want it 

to get it

and then i don't want it anymore

so what's the point?

excitement of love 

dies 

quicker 

than 

i am...

slowly

very slowly

fading

and dying 

not fast enough

to not feel 

any of the pain

that i feel

from having hope 

and not having you